
I have this one friend, Charon! (Hey Roni) who always gets me together, lol. Nearly every morning she sends me some sort of inspirational quote or message. I look forward to those messages because a good bit of the time, they are right on time. So a few days go she sent me this message and I have to tell you it was definitely right on time. I can honestly say that there has been something that has been trying to get me to run from everything that God has been laying out in front of me. I mean, literally finding excuses and finding ways to say maybe I am not worthy of that. But she has been making sure that when i bring that mess to her she throws it back at me and tells me i need to regroup. Not to say I am insecure because i truly am not! I have issues of letting go in fear sometimes of things getting out of control. I am so used to people dropping the ball that I expect it now so I just try to depend on myself. So that i can control the outcome so that I will not be looking like a fool in the end. I get really haywire. Because babeeeeee when I can say that this year for sure (and last year), I KNOW, that I KNOW how much I deserve everything that is good that I am being blessed with and more! Oh, I know.
Which brings me to this photo she sent me a few days ago. You know, I do believe that the energy that you put out into the world is the same energy you will get in return. I also believe that God will never forsake his promises to you. (which is why in prayer i am constantly reminding him of his words) I believe this year to be a miracle working year. I also believe and know what God has a plan for me because in so many ways consciously and unconsciously I have been making room for those things and people (😜). My only concern is am I going to try to control what he has for me or am i going to let him do this job? Nobody can be God like God can! That's what I know for sure.
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