Do I Really Have to Choose?
I've always been more goal oriented than being the relationship building type of woman. As far as men go I've always felt like I needed to have certain things accomplished before I started trying to fall madly in love with someone. Sounds silly but honestly, I've realized its hard for someone like myself to have everything I want at one time. Personally, I work hard, play hard and love even harder. Therefore for me it gets really weird after while. It could also be the guys I've dated but I swear being a woman with ambitions is very hard to balance at times. I understand the feeling of wanting to be needed and the desire to feel so many voids or urges, Love sometimes can feel so amazing and other times the complete opposite. But I am one of those people who believe it's always worth the fight. Focusing on my career desires and my desire for love can sometimes become so comfortable yet uncomfortable that it leaves me or my partner feeling neglected. A lot of