The Gamble
Have you ever expected so much more from someone? Apparently more than they are willing to give you?... Okay so I'm not alone.. Sigh, that feels a lot better. I have been coming into situations where I am given my absolute all and the person on the receiving end is just taking. Now, I do have the tendency to give people and their intentions the benefit of a doubt. However I'm starting to believe i may be just a bit nivea in expecting people who you are genuine with to be genuine with you. Really who in 2013 still believe that you can get everything from putting in nothing? In relationships no matter its logistics you have to be given enough respect from both ends for each person involved to feel that's it's beneficial. And right now I don't feel I am benefiting at all! Maybe cause I don't even know what the relationship is. LOL I have this personal belief that if you are not benefiting in your relationships in a way that allows you to be your awesome self, i